A woman came to me to clear for a relationships. She was lead to me to begin work on Monday of Holy Week, March 25, 2013. During our first session, the subject of martyrdom came up. When working with her in our second session, April 2, 2013, Archangel Ariel had already been working with me much of the morning. Ariel began discussing martyrdom due to the week before with this client and then began discussing love and relationships, which is her reason for scheduling the sessions. When I have a feeling of someone want to communicate, I then hit the recorder to capture whatever I will then channel audibly. The following is the transcript of that audio with a little editing.
You have come together at this time for a specific reason. The reason is to clear up the past. You did some significant work last week in clearing martyrdom which has plagued mankind for eternity. It has been the undoing of not only this planet but those of you who have engaged in martyrdom it has caused you and others so much karma you wouldn’t believe. Martyrdom is one of those insidious things. There’s a lot of confusion around martyrdom. So often, you have been taught that martyrdom is a good thing and that it is a way to get closer to God, whomever your God is.
It is not unique to one religion versus another or one belief system versus another. Martyrdom runs rampant throughout all because all have engaged in martyrdom in one way or another and as I said it’s so insidious you don’t even recognize it when it’s occurring. You often murder yourself on a daily basis by the choices that you make. You sacrifice yourself for others, for your families, for work. All of that falls under the umbrella of martyrdom to one degree or another. How you martyr yourself is when you sacrifice the self in any regard. Your self-sacrifice has often been your undoing.
When you choose to sacrifice the self, you are also sacrificing the divinity within. At your core and your essence lies the divine source, your creator. By sacrificing yourself, you are sacrificing God. Because you are a reflection and a created being with that essence within you, you cannot really separate the two as you are created from that source. That source lies within you at your essence and core. You separate from the source every time you look outside of yourself. You look outside of yourself often because you are thinking, feeling, or looking. In those moments, you are separate. What you don’t realize is you usually make your choices in life based on being separate.
You are separate and then you choose out of your thoughts what might be your best action. You are not making those choices with all information and with the source of all as a key component to your creation when you are plugged into the source. The creator at your essence, it is like being plugged in to the mainframe computer and then you have an opportunity to run more efficiently. Without being plugged in or only haphazardly plugged in, you are not operating at your full capacity. If you have at your essence, a book that has all the information from the beginning of time forward and a directory of all the resources that exist into humanity and then you decide to go somewhere else and try to figure out a solution when you have those resources within you, then it seems kind of silly. But that’s what you do.
You have this one big directory and one big encyclopedia within your own soul, within your own heart, and within your own being. And then you decide to move away from the books that have everything and think let me see how I can figure this out on my own, or let me see what the guide down the street might know. Wouldn’t it make more sense to just go inside open the directory, open the encyclopedia that is within. Access that, use that information at your fingertips? You all have the ability to do that. There is no one in existence who cannot do that. It is a possibility that exist for all mankind. There is no one that lives on the planet today who cannot do that.
Your only challenge is knowing where to look and allowing it to happen. Your thoughts, beliefs, ideas, memories, programming all get in your own way. That is what keeps you separate from accessing the wonderful resources I should say. Because all the resources that exist are accessible through you at your center. The source of all is at your center and is at the center of all. So I invite you to look inside and stop looking outside. You aren’t going to find it if you look outside. If you’re asking others, there is a significant chance that they don’t know where to look either. Because none of you have been looking in the right place. You have all been looking in the wrong place. You have been all looking outside of yourself for so long you don’t even realize what’s inside or what’s possible.
You keep grappling at a solution trying to figure this or that thing out. Where do I go for this answer? Why isn’t this prayer being answered? It goes on and on. We hear it all day long from all of you. You keep praying asking for help, guidance or a solution. And, it lies within you each and everyone of you. You ask us and then you go discuss it with somebody else that doesn’t know the answer. Why not do one stop shopping. You like it to be easy, don’t you? All of those that operate on the internet these days. You love the fact that all this information lies at you fingertips. Who do you think came up with the internet? You have great resources at your fingertips. Why not use them effectively, productively? Why do you keep searching all over the place to find the answers? Go inside, stay there for a while see what happens. If you did, you might find that you actually like it. There’s all sorts of goodies in there, trust me.
When you look inside, you find a wealth of information, opportunity and guidance. And here’s the best part – love. All of you that have been searching for love keep looking outside of yourself. Searching for this relationship or that relationship that’s going to make you feel loved. You have no idea how really loved you are. If you knew how loved you are, your heart would melt. If you allow that love in, you would never lack for anything. That love is far greater than anything you could imagine. And, because you can’t imagine, because you can’t think it possible, you don’t go there. But, that’s your problem. You keep thinking. You keep thinking about what is love.
Where is love? How do I find love? Where do I go? Who is it? Why not start with you? Why not allow the source who created you to love you? If you allow the source to love you as the source does, you would never even think for a moment that you would ever require another human being again to give it to you. They would be created by source as well and it is true that if they could love you, the source within them could love that it would be the same but that isn’t the case. Because the people you are seeking love from don’t have it within themselves yet because they don’t love themselves and they aren’t looking within to find the love that exists. They too are looking for love outside of themselves.
So the more you look, the more you try to figure out how to get love, the more you will be separate from it. We hear a saying on your planet that when you stop looking for love, you will find it. It’s not that the other person then magically shows up. It is that when you stop looking outside of yourself, you have an opportunity to find it from within. It’s been hiding there all this time and you’ve been looking outside of yourself rather than go within and access it there. Now we’re not going to criticize internet dating. But, we will compare internet dating when you go within to the source who created you and knows your blueprint, your purpose and your reason for being this lifetime.
That same source will automatically know the perfect and right match for you. And, actually that source is so clever that the source could actually introduce the two of you. It can happen just like magic. Now, maybe the source will put you on match.com or similar site. And you may find your match there. Or, you may be guided to go some place else and meet there. But, what you usually do is search. You are looking on the internet for what you could find easily from within. You are dependent on guess work and often when you are looking for a mate you have a tendency to look for someone that will heal something within you so you can evolve.
You are attracting mates out of what you need to heal rather than attracting mates that are perfect and right partnerships. Sometimes it is most valuable for you to be in those relationships that allow you to heal and that opportunity moves you into a place of readiness to receive the perfect and right person. But, most of you do not allow the right person in. You are not in a state of loving yourself enough to be loved by the person who could love you in a way you deserve. So until you heal your heart and let go of the baggage that has been preventing you from attracting the right person, you end up going out and searching for people to help heal you.
The source can heal you even quicker than you having to go and do it on your own bouncing from one relationship to another. The source knows all of the mistakes you’ve ever made. The source knows everything that you need to heal within and the source doesn’t necessarily require you to figure it out on your own and work it out on your own. You can actually give it up and say you know what, you can’t do it on your own. So, if you haven’t figured this one out yet, ask would you please help me. Would you help me find my way back to you? Would you please allow me home so I can reconnect to you and be one with you and allow you to heal my heart? Take away my pain. Love me the way you can. Show me what that is like so I can come from a place of love and I can be ready for the right person that is really for my highest and best good.
That invitation to connect with source to return to love, to heal your heart is always available to you. It is within your own heart that you need to look, go be and stay. The longer you stay, the happier you will be, the less mistakes you’ll make and the better things will turn out. The door is always open though and it’s always your choice to come and go as you please.
You can go and continue on your own. You can continue with one foot in and one foot out. But, when you have one foot in and one foot out, you have a tendency to suffer. Nothing feels quite right. When you completely go out and you’re doing it on your own, that’s the way it is, you are completely on your own. You feel disconnected. You feel something is missing. There is something missing – you. You, your essence is with source.
So what you’re really missing is a part of you. And that part of you remains within your heart and then you go out in the world and try to live, be fulfilled and find love. So you look for love without being fully there. You do all sorts of things from that place of not fully being there. You create opportunities for self and others. You create business, you show up at work and you operate in life on a daily basis by not really being there. Not fully anyway. Some of you are there with one foot in and one foot out. Some of you are just out. And that’s the way you all create life. That’s the way you create the world. That’s the way you create work, business, love. That’s the way you create solutions. Alone with something missing. And, the part that’s missing is your heart and soul.
The source with all of the information that would be useful to everything that you’re trying to accomplish. You left it all back home. So think of it this way. You get up in the morning. You leave home and you left your best self there. You didn’t have a cup of coffee. You didn’t really feel good when you left. You didn’t know where you’re going. You didn’t really feel like it. You’re not fully present and then you go out and you try to find love. You try to make money, you try to make a difference in the world. And that’s the way you live most of your life.
But, when you go home at night, don’t you feel much better? You then have the warm fuzzy, you feel more comfortable. You can relax, you’re safe. You don’t have to put on any airs. You can just be who you are. And that’s the way it is when you go back into your heart. You find safety. You find love. You find acceptance, ease, grace and effortlessness. So why not just stay home in your heart. Connect to source all day long and try creating from that state. What a difference that would make! You have an opportunity here to return home to your source and operate from there.
Why not give it a whirl? Try it on for a size. See how it feels. Those of you who have never ventured in it maybe a little bit of a challenge at first. But you too will find that warm fuzzy. Those of you that embrace it whole heartedly, will find so much joy, so much quicker. But I tell you this. If you don’t go there, there will always be something missing. In that place called home, there is so much love, so much acceptance, so much joy, so much peace and so much abundance, you need not look outside of yourself again. So I invite you home for that is where I lie.
Joy S. Pedersen, Founder of Express Success LLC, is an intuitive Licensed Spiritual Healer, Certified Spiritual Health Coach, Certified Law of Attraction Practitioner, non-denominational ordained minister and Doctor of Divinity, as well as a noted business consultant and networker with a celebrated international clientele with whom she works over the telephone or Skype.
Archangel Michael, asked her to channel his book, Wisdom of the Guardian: Treasures from Archangel Michael to Change Your Life and join him in a healing practice. Their global healing work to set humanity free is featured in the international best-seller "Clear Your Past and Change Your Future".
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