When I discovered the unusual identity of being Archangel Michael incarnate, it did not come with enormous understanding. Over time it ended up explaining a lot of why I experienced specific thoughts and challenges.
On a positive note, it explained why I felt a certain way when little. As a child I knew I was here for the end of the world as we knew it. I knew this was a my last lifetime, and that I wouldn’t die. I was also frustrated that I couldn’t fly.
On the darker side, I now know why I could see demons. They stood out more than seeing angels but if you can see one, you can see the other. It was scary going to bed while seeing demons in my bedroom. I also learned why my life was often sabotaged. Understanding who I was and my role answered a lot of questions regarding experiences of my life.
I was inspired to explain some of the downsides of being me. To some being an angel, or having some of the gifts I have, is attractive or glamorous to a degree. From my experience, there was a lot I had to overcome to be here, and do as guided, to fulfill my life purpose of clearing the cause of darkness.
After completing my life’s mission with Archangel Michael, I had a life review of sorts. During that time, God elaborated on my past. He explained the cause of some of my problems including people and situations used to undermine me by darkness. At other times, Michael and Jesus came forward with additional insights. The following is a brief outline of some of the dramas and traumas because of this role:
Lucifer was at my crib as an infant trying to read me so he could know what my plans were this lifetime. Fortunately Michael came to save me but the battle I witnessed between them made me just as scared of Michael when a child.
Satan had a curse on me that every lifetime I returned he would know who I was. I also discovered a number of curses he had on me as well as humanity, which I had to clear. Two of the broad-based ones were a curse to prevent anyone from knowing God and another on those who served God.
I had a couple of hospitalizations as a child that were due to darkness.
I had more than one felony committed against me before adulthood, and then again in adulthood as well. Obviously, darkness was behind them.
Darkness had its hand in a couple of occasions where they tried taking me out of the game before adulthood, including an attempt at drowning me and another car crash that Archangel Michael prevented.
There was a curse on my relationships that attracted men of the dark and blocked men of the light from coming through.
Lucifer had a curse on me regarding my finances.
There were four contracts taken out on me as a target for the darkness to undermine my confidence, love life, career, and ultimately behind the attempts to end my life. I was grateful to identify and clear them.
During the work with Archangel Michael on clearing the cause of darkness, the process of delving into the darkness to clear it, could have cost me my life on a number of occasions. The process itself to get to the cause would make me feel like I was under anesthesia. In those situations, had I lost consciousness, I could have died. In totality Michael said that I almost lost my life 13 times because of this aspect.
Before getting into the role in a major way, however, I was tested over and over again by darkness. It is a scary role to have. It doesn’t come with a manual and I had to learn most of through trial and error. Over the years doing thousands of exorcisms, it became second nature but in the beginning, it was frightening and I certainly wasn’t confident at it. This unusual skill set and gift definitely came with a high price.
Discovering the gift of being able to do those exorcisms, lift curses, spells and black magic was quite the education. Having seen what happened to other healers who had tried and been harmed from their attempts at clearing these issues, I realized how lucky I had been to survive and thrive as much as I had doing this work.
The darkness wreaked havoc on my health. The extra weight I carry is due to in part to an attempt to protect me from the energies of darkness and partly because of the stress from living in fight or flight for decades dealing with them.
I have been under attack to stop me in my tracks. I have removed a shard in my energy field not too long ago from a major attack. It was funny to hear a friend deliver a channeled message to me that Satan was afraid of me. Considering how frightened I had been of him, it seemed somewhat odd. But, of course, I now understand it considering it was always my role to eliminate him. And, fortunately we were ultimately successful at it. During the years battling him and Lucifer directly and indirectly, however, was no picnic.
They have worked through friends and undermined those relationships. It was through a healer I trusted that Satan and Lucifer actually got close enough to clip my wings. Fortunately, Michael restored them almost immediately. Wings on me are not just an ornamentation. They act as antenna to a degree. I need clear them on a regular basis because they are a useful tool. Obviously, only those who are clairvoyant can see them.
A typical experience is someone who gets close to me will end up being sabotaged directly or indirectly by darkness discrediting me. They place doubts within others as to my authenticity. If someone resonates high enough in the light, that happens less. But, it’s now clear when darkness is using someone to undermine me.
When the work was at its heights dealing with darkness, I walked away from friends to protect them from being used to undermine me, as I didn’t want to see them manipulated. I also, wanted to protect myself from those who were being used. The isolation would have been lonely if I hadn’t had the assistance of all of Heaven at my doorstep doing this work. However, it was not a fun life at that time.
It is a strange position to be in when you realize all of Heaven knows who I am and all of darkness does as well. I seemed to be the last to know who I was and why I was here. And, of course, the rest of the world still doesn’t. I have learned Heaven only tells you things on a need to know basis and when purposeful. But, knowing who I am and my gift at fighting demons and clearing the cause of darkness explains a lot to me.
Since, Archangel Michael asked me if I would be willing to be famous, I have since learned another side of darkness. Fame never appealed to me. I saw the downside of that when working in Hollywood. But, educating, as well as healing people, was the goal to set them free.
The challenge of telling people who I am, however, has had more downsides so far than upsides. Because darkness has manipulated information we receive, most don’t realize that angels can incarnate. They don’t understand the dynamics of life often because of truth being blocked or altered. Topics such as reincarnation were left out of the Bible. This diminished my ability to share pertinent information that would help explain dynamics of life useful to them.
I went from being alone fighting the darkness without anyone knowing who I was to going public with who I was being attacked by darkness through those who were ignorant. I have been ridiculed, judged, quoted scripture, have had people praying for me because they think I work for the devil, and having people afraid of me because they didn’t understand who I was or my true work.
Battling darkness in this manner almost seemed worse to me. I had no incentive to stick my neck out yet again. After lifetimes of persecution, I was perfectly comfortable remaining anonymous. But, I chose to do as asked because they said it purposeful. I remember asking Jesus one day what being famous meant in this role. He said I would be respected. At that comment, I said, “Bring it on!” That would definitely beat the response of ignorance and fear that permeated this role so far.
I’m not sure how long it will take the public to catch on to the fact that I am who I am regardless of their beliefs, and perceptions. I was told that in approximately six years, more people will have awakened to be able to accept this truth. Michael has reminded me that worrying about what others thought was my biggest block and that no matter what people think it doesn’t change who I am. Regardless, it is tedious when the people you are here to help aren’t open to who that is and the help I do provide. So many people pray to God for help but the help he sends often isn’t accepted because they don’t meet their pictures. I remember complaining to Jesus one day that some people are upset because I am not him and they prefer him instead. He said because they put the warning in the Bible about false prophets, they wouldn’t recognize or accept him either if he came.
He also confirmed for me that a lot of this role and lifetime was decided about a thousand years ago. That was long after the Bible was written. Trying to compete with a book of this nature and its prophecy is a challenge all by itself. I loved Michael’s statement to me one day in my efforts to try and match what has occurred in my work to that which was written in the Bible. He said it isn’t my role to explain how my work is congruent with that written in the Bible. It is up to Bible scholars, if interested, to match what I can tell them actually happened during these so-called “end in times” and have them go back and compare notes with what was prophesied. That didn’t exactly help with those people who are attached to believing everything accurate if written in the Bible.
There are those who question what is accurate or what certain things mean in the Bible. But, if they can’t accept who I am or the package I came in, they won’t likely care what I have to convey to answer their age-old questions. It’s frustrating. No matter how I have cleared the cause of darkness, the effects of darkness and the programming created within people still often rules and dictates their results.
At least I have risen above the darkness to no longer be sabotaged by it directly. Learning the nuances of darkness has given me tremendous insight not only to eliminate it but how to avoid it. Teaching others the status of darkness and the way to overcome or avoid it would be useful. But, unfortunately, those in denial, resistance, or not open to the information, will continue to be sabotaged by it. And, of course, my ability to assist them is limited as well because of their resistance.
Joy S. Pedersen, Founder of Express Success LLC, is an intuitive Licensed Spiritual Healer, Certified Spiritual Health Coach, Certified Law of Attraction Practitioner, non-denominational ordained minister and Doctor of Divinity, as well as a noted business consultant and networker with a celebrated international clientele with whom she works over the telephone or Skype.
Archangel Michael, asked her to channel his book, Wisdom of the Guardian: Treasures from Archangel Michael to Change Your Life and join him in a healing practice. Their global healing work to set humanity free is featured in the international best-seller "Clear Your Past and Change Your Future".
She works closely with individuals and businesses of all sizes to identify and clear their hidden challenges with money, relationships, career, business, health and well being. Her work includes clearing negative memories, emotions, and beliefs, as well as past lives, property, travel, darkness, curses and karma.
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